Come to think of it I've been stuck for awhile now.
And, I really wish I could get unstuck.
I wonder... Is God allowing me to be stuck to learn something? Is God allowing me to be stuck while someone else is learning something?
I wonder... Am I still in the "wrap in a blanket & hide" stage of grief. You know, our old friend, GRIEF... the gradual, and often painful, acceptance of a new reality.
I understand there's nothing I can physically do to change this new reality.
I wholeheartedly believe in the miraculous power of prayer even when I don't know exactly what to pray. Do I pray for...
Protection... Provision... Wisdom... Strength... Health... Recommitment... RenewalI'm haunted by what I've seen & heard. How THIS could be the "happy ending" is inconceivable. It's not about me... but my heart is broken by it. It goes against everything I've hoped for & dreamed about. I feel robbed and yet know that I'm the one least affected by all of this.
I believe that the plans God has for ALL OF His children are of a future and a hope. And yet, I see no hope in THIS future.
God, I believe in you! I trust you! I love you. I surrender to you & your will. Please hold me tightly God... while I'm stuck.
|In one way or another...|
aren't we all stuck at times?